Psalm 32:1-2
Blessed is he whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the man whose sin the LORD does not count against him and in whose spirit is no deceit.
I can't count the number of times I have read these verses, thought briefly about them, and then quickly moved on to the next verse in this Psalm. Today, however, God moved in me and I spent a little more time thinking about them. At first glance I want to say, "Yes, I'm blessed because God has covered every bad choice I've made," thinking in past-tense. Yet today it occurred to me that every sin and transgression I ever have or will commit has been covered.
Of course we talk about that quite often - Jesus has forgiven ALL our sins, past, present, and future, but this was just another stark reminder of that reality. I think you may already know this, but I tend to dwell, unhealthily I might add, on all the things I do wrong and all the ways I fall short. What a blessing to be "told" that even in the midst of the sin, God does not count it against me!
Now, I am not saying we will not have consequences for our bad choices, or that we won't have to live with the results, but I am saying that God doesn't treat us as the sinners we are, but rather as the righteous children He is making us to be. Woo-hoo!! Hallelujah!!
I think my favorite part of this passage, though, is our being blessed when we have no deceit in our spirit. "I'm not a liar!" I want to scream. However, in context I think this is talking about something altogether different. I think David is reminding us that while God will not count our sins or transgressions against us, we also shouldn't just merrily skip through life, ignoring them in our lives completely. No, we still must acknowledge the sin in our lives, the bad choices. We must go before God and say "I screwed up . . . again." And then repent - turn from them and walk the other way. Ignorance is NOT bliss (as a matter of fact, ignorance of the law has never been an excuse, even in the Old Testament.)
So, if you have been wallowing in your sin, get up, brush yourself off, and count yourself blessed, because God does not count it against you! If, however, you have been ignoring some sin (whether big or little), perhaps calling it something it isn't, or somehow justifying it, you need to get on your knees, and come clean at the foot of the cross. Yes, there may be some consequences, and they will probably be painful, but God still counts you righteous, and the burden of guilt will be lifted from your shoulders.
May you be blessed, today!
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Sometimes things happen to us that we have no control over. It seems other people make decisions about their relationships with us that makes us wonder where we went wrong and therefore think we have sinned and place the blame on ourselves. Good or bad, God always has a plan for us. Job teaches us that no matter what befalls us, as long as we keep our eyes and hearts on Him, we will always be taken care of.
Amen, Noel! You're right - we often have to live with the consequences of OTHER people's sins, and that just STINKS!! I was talking to a friend about this just today - we can get angry at God, "Why did you let this happen!?!" or we can trust Him.
When I was 5 I was burnt on my back, left arm, and left leg with boiling water - 2nd and 3rd degree burns. I was in the hospital for a month or so. While I've never BLAMED God (never really occured to me, honestly), I have wondered why He let it happen, why He gave me the scars. Now I'm used to them, they are a part of me - both externally and internally. But I still can't wait for my new body in heaven.
My friend and I were talking about that kind of thing, and I just think that we need to see that God allows those things to happen to us, I believe, because He sees the fruit of it. In other words (and I'm sure you'll agree), the results of that thing happening to us are such that they cannot be produced in us by any other means than the pain He is allowing. I would not be the person I am today if I had no gone through all the pain and surgeries, all the stares and whispers, all the self-esteem issues, all that these burns and scars brought into my life - I would not be me, the person God needs me to be, if that event were erased from my past.
As difficult as that is for me to think about (because, unfortunately, there are many things I'd like to erase that are MY fault), there comes a point when I have to stop wishing and wondering, and I have to praise God for it, because the fruit from the "compost" is SO beautiful and luscious - so much better than it would be otherwise.:)
So, yeah, we just keep looking to Him, clinging to Him desperately, and we'll be OK. We'll be better than OK . . .
Sorry for rambling on like that - UGH!! I am definitely a woman - I like to "talk." HA!!
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